Either they betray you, so it follows you, or the world is arranged in such a way that you do not fit into it. How is it really? – No one knows. Only he knows. Hey, you! Haughty. What about our old friendship? You are so beautiful, smart, attractive. And I’m lonely, unhappy. Your faithfulContinue reading “Story: “This is motherfucking message, bitch””
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“There are white nights here. There won’t two of us here”.
So one day, a sparrow tried not to catch a bullet from a crazy hunter with a shot, a dove to dodge with its neck from a lazy butcher’s knife, a green frog to jump out of a woman’s holey trough. I am not her. This is an uncomfortable allegory for life. As for me,Continue reading ““There are white nights here. There won’t two of us here”.”
Verse: “I’m just the way I’m supposed to be”
I take a walk down the night street alone. Where my own long shadow trembles ahead, falling on wet, slippery asphalt. I came up with this idea under the drops of drizzling fine rain, under the dim white light of lantern. The light comes on somewhere in the window of the suburban house. The lightContinue reading “Verse: “I’m just the way I’m supposed to be””
Verse: “The saddest birthday”
Previously, I had a dream – it was a girl, perhaps exactly like Gigi Hadid. Maybe just like her. I knew she, being her friend. We sit on the floor together in a room, hugging each other, turning off all the lights and extraneous noise. We just sit hugging. Sunlight streams in from the window,Continue reading “Verse: “The saddest birthday””
I Won’t Forgive
They don’t let me sleep with their children’s cries under my windows. In the song, I hear her thin female voice: “Help me …”. On the screen, unsanitary conditions and her adult body. The dog people, cat people are around. I’m sorry. I need to be proud on the right and strong on the leftContinue reading “I Won’t Forgive”
About myself
Hours pass, turning into days; months move to years. My friend, if I want to live immodestly, I should have done it yesterday. Now, turning her nose away from me, she wants to shoot me. There is on the first tree that comes across, drive a disheveled golden head into a noose.Pull she up toContinue reading “About myself”
Loneliness!
If you will run behind me, I will run faster. You will stumble and fall lower. Raise your eyes – there is no me… If you will follow me to pursue, You will tired, step back, lower your eyes. Here I’m! (I’ll kill you). And if you catch up me to turn around – youContinue reading “Loneliness!”